Giving this baby a kick start.

It's been a long ass while since I've updated here.

So much in my life has happened, it was like a roller coaster, going through hoops, upside down one moment and right side up again the next. Even thinking about how rushed it all was makes me a little nauseous..

I went through a bit of depression over the end of the year and right as it got started up again, a whole lot of romance and relationship drama. Anyone who is looking for love, I highly reccomend NOT getting into a massive long distance relationship. Specially if you're oceans apart. You go in floating over the world, happy as can be, be before you know it you're crashing down to earth in a burning fury... SMASH! Right into the ground hard with reality of most things of your relationship.

Shit is tough, let me tell ya. So right now, I'm just... Well focusing on me. I can't deal with that much heart ache while there is so much to do!

As a lot of people may have heard on my FA or Twitter, I finally made my move to a new house start of April here. Moving went by so fast, it was a little startling! But I have just about 95% of my own things all unpacked and moved into their place, so that's really nice.

I just got cable and internet yesterday, so here I am chatting away on the net all over again. I really have to get back to catching up on work, subeta and commissions, I wasted enough time with all this packing and unpacking nonsense. What do I have to do before I forgoet.. Finish my quota in the ideal range of 15th... Get my painted portraits done for customers, and a few more pokemon icons.. Then I might be good until next month.

This month we already have all of out stuff mostly paid off, but now I'm actually only left with $2.64 to my name, how funny is that? Thank goodness my mom gave groceries! I just have to be a lot more careful as to where my money goes from now on.

Before all this moving I had ran to the clinic to finally check out why my wrists feel as if their bones are grinding... Doctor really had no explanation, there was nothing wrong with my nerves or bones, so he recommended that I do stretches and work out my arms to help prevent over working them. Thinking about it.. Ouch, I paid $80 for that? Haha... I guess in the end it's more so important to know there is nothing SERIOUSLY wrong with them, yet.

So for now on I'm stretching them as much as I can, wearing my braces on and off, and I just got a couple of little hand weights to lift as I'm watching TV, me working out.. pfff, it's like the world is going to end!

I've been working on a lot of things and I'll be sure to post here more often now that I got all my at home stuff in place, thanks for reading my musings I promise to be more artsy and interesting later! <3