So things were going alright until my little melt down, soon as I let myself open up and cry it out things only got worse.
Late night on the 18th my desktop computer died. This is my main computer, my work computer, and my arting computer. Everything I have is on it.
In a panic I tried to find a way to fix it and had a friend come over to look. We popped off the case and cleaned out all the dust, she assumed it was the power supply. And with that we ourselves couldn't do anything about it.
The next morning at 10am on the 19th I took my computer to Tech Medics across the street. They were very kind and friendly. That put me at some ease after I explained the situation. So I left my computer with them and they would call me when they found what was officially wrong with it.
So I just got a call today on the 20th. My motherboard or something is fried. I just managed to scrape together 50$ to pay for their service... but now I need to get another $350+ to repair it and for parts....
I'm almost completely broken at this point. I'm scared I won't get my desktop back, I'm scared I'll lose my new job, I'm just scared that everything I planned just went down the toilet in a simple power outage.....
I'm breaking down all over again. I'm not sure if I can get this money together. There is no reasonable way to get it.
I just had to vent a little more from my cranky laptop, I've been trying to draw on it but so far it's proving to be extremely difficult without my art programs and drivers...
I love my computer. They said it was probably a good idea to go get a brand new one, I told them that wasn't an option. My computer has been extremely loyal to me, always worked hard under all the stress I put it through, and all around is amazing. I can't just throw it away. I have to find a way to pay them to fix it.... Right now they won't take monthly payments especially on parts so it has to be upfront, my worst fear.
For now I'll try to keep updated here once in a while, wish me luck. I really need some right now...
Again, yes, money does buy happiness.
Anyone who tells you different is full of shit.
And if it isn't buying it, it's PROTECTING your happiness, we all need that.
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I may disagree on the money/happiness thing. I grew up with money and I'm not so happy. lmao. But that's a different story.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear all this stuff happening to you! And I'm sorry for leaving a generic response that is better off not being said. lol. But GOOD LUCK ASHI. You're a good person, you don't deserve all this stuff happening to you. :(
I'm so sorry to hear about your situation, I'd help if I could. Best of luck with everything Ashi! <33
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